Taking the plunge

Took the plunge today. I tendered from my current job.

Though I have yet to get another job, I know this is an all-important step God wants me to take in order to get back on His track towards His will for me.

Over the last month, it had become clearer that what I was doing wasn’t fitting in God’s plans for me and I was digressing. Hence I needed to be swift and objective, even if it was somewhat a tough decision since my employer is a friend.  

Thank God after discussing with him, he understood where I was coming from and supported my decison.  

Anyway, I know I can trust in God as He has always been true to His word and leading to me. He is my Jehovah-Jireh.

Now will just await and see what He has in store ahead. Amen.

Serve the Lord your God

“And now, O Israel, what does the LORD your God ask of you but to fear the LORD your God, to walk in all his ways, to love him, to serve the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul”

Deuteronomy 10:12 (NIV)

What is my true calling and ministry?

Today I had witnessed how my dad ministered to someone in hospital who was to be scheduled to undergo a heart bypass opreation.

This was my first to see my dad minister in God’s name and I believe it was his first as well, especially since recovering not too long ago from a similar operation.

I was deeply moved by the Spirit of God as he prayed for the uncle. Wow… God’s presence was strong! 

I concluded from this encounter that God mainly calls His people to ministry based from their own unique experiences which saw them through with God’s love and power.

For example, a disabled may reach out to others that are disabled as he/she can unique identify and the others might see God’s power in him/her when they see how differently this person responses to his/her disability.

Or someone who underwent sexual abused and has yielded him/herself to God, would be able to effectively comfort those who are also victims of sexual abuse.

So for my dad’s case, he had experienced first-hand how God had brought him through unscathed from the operation and also salvation to my step-mum when she witnessed God answering her prayers too.

Hence, my dad’s unique experience of surviving a heart bypass operation has led him to this ministry of serving others like him- to give encouragement to those heart bypass patients.

Hmmm… Now I am thinking really hard, what is my true calling and ministry?

Just my little niece

Can you spot the similarities between…

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Yup! You guessed correctly!

They are both so cute with big dreamy eyes!!

An all-powerful truth

All who rely on observing the law are under a curse, for it is written: “Cursed is everyone who does not continue to do everything written in the Book of the Law.”

Clearly no one is justified before God by the law, because, “The righteous will live by faith.” The law is not based on faith; on the contrary, “The man who does these things will live by them.”

Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law by becoming a curse for us, for it is written: “Cursed is everyone who is hung on a tree.”He redeemed us in order that the blessing given to Abraham might come to the Gentiles through Christ Jesus, so that by faith we might receive the promise of the Spirit.

Galatians 3:10-14 (NIV)

Have you wondered what it meant by “We do not live by the law, but by grace”? 

This statement which was firstly submitted by St. Paul who was proclaiming the purpose of the birth, death and ressurrection of Jesus Christ. So now, we no longer need to be under the yoke of trying too hard to gain salvation of our souls by doing the law, which is ironically a curse.

Funny thing is that though this truth is known to many of us (Christians), but sadly not many truly and fully understand the power of this truth.

So what’s the truth?

  1. The law was and is not a means to attain salvation
  2. The law is the highest order of living a life; God’s standard
  3. The law is not possible to be fully obeyed
  4.  The law is meant to a measuring standard for us to judge ourselves

I would only like to share and emphasize more on point 3 and 4….

The law instituted by God for us to obey is actually meant to ’cause’ us to fall. Let me retiterate this… The law that God instituted, though commanded for us to obey is actually impossible to obey and live by.

Why I say that?

Cos we are imperfect and incapable of living a life of such high statndard. The bible says in Romans 3:23, “for all have sinned…” Hence in short, we are all sinners.

So you ask, “Then what’s the point of having the law for us when He know we cannot obey? Is God a sadist?!”

The law though meant to ’cause’ us to fall, but mainly because God wants us to fall not on our bums but on His grace thru His Son, Jesus Christ. Cos it is when we fall, then we see our imperfections, moral deprivity and spiritual poverty.

Seeing our shortfall directs us to what Jesus has done for us on the cross- He paid the penalty of our sins for us.

“For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast.”

Ephesians 2:8-9 (NIV)

So how does this truth can be made powerful in our lives?

  1. We need not place morbid expectations on ourselves in being perfect with the law where it will inevitably breed a false sense of security in Christ. Cos we are only made right before God with our relationship with God.
  2. We can fall on His grace with confidence as we know He is ready to catch us and set us going on again towards His perfection and expectations on us.
  3. We would also be genuinely loving and gracious with people around us. Obeying the law with our own strength and not by His grace breeds self-righteousness. When we see more and more how sinful we are, we no longer judge people with our own standards but with God standard.

Therefore we should truly strive to fully obey the law in order to pin-point and remind us of our imperfections so that we can rely on His grace to live a Christ-like life.

“….where sin increased, grace increased all the more…”

Romans 5:20 (NIV)

Resolutions 2007

I can’t really recall my resolutions for 2006 but I would think (giving the benefit of a doubt) that I have more or less fulfilled most of them if not all =p

Hmmm… let me see… Resolution 2006:

  1. Save money $$$ – Passed (technically only)
  2. Give allowance to parents- Failed (beginning of the year only)
  3. Jog regularly- Failed (only really regular for the last quarter) 
  4. Gain more body mass- Passed (but the mass ended up mostly at my tummy)
  5. Complete Degree- Passed
  6. Serve as His CL- Passed
  7. Spend more time with my family- Passed

Total score: 5/7

Not bad… at least got more passes… Ha ha…

For 2007, here are my main NEW Resolutions:

  1. Run Standard Chartered 10km
  2. Take up Hope Seminary courses
  3. Be a better leader
  4. Raise up a CL
  5. Finding my ‘fit’ in my career
  6. Brush up my Mandarin
  7. See one of my GLK brothers in our fellowship

 

* Picture taken on 5/1/2007 at Vivo City

Here’s a toast from us (NG5A1) towards a blessed 2007!!!

Countdown to 2007

New year’s eve was spent very differently from the passed 6 years since coming to Hope.

For the first time, I was engaged to be an emcee cum dee-jay…

Despite being exhausted, I was amazed how I was able to pull the night off and enjoy myself at the same time. By His grace… 

What was more amazing was that the skills and trade that I had ‘abandoned’ never left me!!? =p

However what was more memorable that night for me was to truly know what great brothers and sisters I have around me.

That night, though they were suppose to be enjoying the party as guests, but most  voluntarily helped the organisers when they saw support was needed.  

You tell me where to find such good people??

Boy am I much blessed! =)

The whole year of 2006, especially the second half with the birth of NG5A1 caregroup, had been awesome with meaningful friendships forged.

2007 awaits for these meaningful friendships to grow deeper in His love!

Reflections of 2006

 

My unforgettable answered prayer

Having my step-mum and step-sister receiving Christ!

My greatest trial

The last term of my studies where I had to complete the final assignments. This was on top of what I had to manage with my care towards the CG and attention at work.

My greatest breakthrough

Being able to take criticism in stride or correction and using it constructively for personal growth.

My memorable experience

Partnering with the Holy Spirit in leading Joe (Mynmar) and Uncle Tiong to Christ. It was memorable especially with Uncle Tiong as God used my limited mandarin to communicate with him the gospel and to pray the sinner’s prayer =p

My most impactful decision made

Putting God and His people first before my own needs. Its a all-powerful decision made everyday.

My happiest and elating moment

After receiving my final term results and knowing for sure that I could graduate after 4 gruelling years of studying. Yeah!

My lessons learnt about God

God seeks to partner with us; and we need to partner with God. Hence we need to be persistently seeking Him for His ‘blue prints’ in every areas of our lives even in the marketplace.

Victory is ours to take, we just need to claim it.

My lessons learnt about my ownself

Realising more my need to feel in control of my life from my insecurities. I need more patience with God in being still and trusting.

Plan with God

Proverbs 16:9

“We plan the way we want to live,
   but only God makes us able to live it”

 (The Message)

“In his heart a man plans his course,
       but the LORD determines his steps”

(NIV)

Goodbye 2006 and Welcome 2007!

I had spent the day indoors just to rest and think with God what would be expected in this new year- the goals, threats and expectations.

As you might know by now (from past entries) that since my studies had ended, I found myself in a loss of my direction which was kinda unexpected.

However much had to do with some ministry proposal that sprung up right before my last exams. Hence I was thankful that over the weekend, that part had been discussed and finalised so that I could have a clearer mental picture what laid ahead and what was expected of me.

Upon reflection of my loss-ness for the passed two months, I came to a conclusion that though things didn’t happen according to my plan, but it was and is happening in His plan.